Much MOre Aware...

...Much more aware, but this also makes him vulnerable to his emotions. He said that he understands all. Some words come out. Others try to form.

Tomorrow he has a surgery- Vena Cava Filter- to place a filter in the vena cava.Because he is so weak, and because they did not find out where the bloot clot traveled from, as it would be unusual to form in the lungs, they do not really want him on blood thinners, because...if he falls it would not be good.

He is none too happy about the procedure. It will take about a half hour- 1 hr.. They will make an incision, and place a tube inside. This 'tube' will deposit the filter in him. Then they remove the tube.

All are tired. Scared of a very hard life.What have the last 3 years been? A piece of cake? Praying for more ease.

Kidneys are now good.Maybe all a blessing in disguise. We shall see.

xo Goodnite.